i think it is a disconnected feeling with stuff or self and money is now really tight now, that is always a stresser for me...
i want to create but this stress is really holding me back, i know, just do it and it will come, i preach that all the time and now i am holding myself back. stupid is it not?
i am also feeling anti-social too, this is funny cause i can be quiet and intraverted but this is even worse then normal!
will be ok, just need to vent to my self...






