has been in the hospital for over a month now, and things have been getting worse every few days. not sure how much more i can handle, been a long road with no end in sight, think i may lose it soon...
not only do i have to worry about my dad, but my mom has been a wreck and dose not know what to do with her self, she is losing her hearing and is not all with it anymore so she dosen't always understand everything that is going on, which can get wearing...
on top of it all I have been back at work and have been really busy and stressed with that too, (50 hours this week) happy for the work and the money but it is giving me little time to wrap my head around every thing...
i am really fearfull that i will be losing him soon, and that pains me to great legths...
more soon...
